hrr i'm such a big fucking baby i smoked pcp once by accident with my retarded friend and eventually wound up enlisting in the army in order to make myself feel normal again and regain control of my life literally by giving it over to the largest power i could imagine anderp i actually prefer not to be the commander of my own ship, only these equally expendable tanks full of fuck and what's more it's really the case that i like nothing better than reporting to my extra daddy on them (these fuck tanks i've been assigned) and in so doing living off of the myriad everyday efforts of millions of faceless taxpayers
lol holy shit that's quite the worldview there. You really don't have to hate everything