he means she's outtie five kay 4 ever. yep.
The Official Girl Help/Issue/Talk Thread 2: Re-Entry
Been doing quite well since the end of my relationship. Obviously there were tears and whatnot, but it made me realize how badly I needed to stop smoking weed and gaming because I would let myself get abused and just retreat to my comfort zone. I mean, physically it wasn't really painful, but psychologically that shit was fucked. I'm not fit to be in a relationship, never was, because I'm such a horrible bf when I indulge in my addictions. Now I haven't gamed or blazed since, and I'm just focusing on my studies in a pretty prestigious school. Of course I use alcohol and cigs as my "vice" because I'd be pretty fucking bored otherwise, but I'm not doing the whole social "get fucked up when it's expected of you" thing. Also, emotionally, I realize how desolate I am in terms of feeling attached to someone. I have had those standard moments where I think "What if we were together" or "I kind of miss her" but it feels so trivial and like it doesn't hit me at my core at all. I don't have trouble thinking of our shared "memes" and whatnot, and even though we had so many things we did together (like traveling through Europe and India) I don't feel that sad.
I have to stay in a hotel that pretty much acts as a dorm where we have assigned kitchens and whatnot, and I'm in a 12-person kitchen with 10 girls where the other guy is gay and doesn't spend much time around. Been getting in touch with my feminine side a bit more, and I've always had this gay-ness about me so it's actually a pretty cool dynamic hahahaha Either way since I wouldn't hold conversations or even make eye contact with girls for almost 2 of the 3 years in that relationship it's nice to equilibriate it with this environment, especially since we're the closest kitchen in the building haha
Nothing's ever touching my asshole doe
