What's on your mind?

well obviously but i feel like we should have god modders in the community, what happened to all the modders from halo 4, that game was supposed to be hard to mod too, people were even getting accounts perma banned but then they flipped that game inside out.

 

like my god look at the radar in that video, i need that! that radar is life! sick BR too, his other videos have more br skins

I did a while back untill i had all the characters unlocked... Then i gladly deleted it again

Not a fan of lifted trucks at all

Gotta hit up a dispensary.

That water is crystal clear. How much has this vacation set you back financially? I've never gone on vacation to a warmer climate area and my girlfriend and I are longggg overdue.

Well, my scenario is very unique because my girlfriend was born in Andalucia, Colombia and has friends and family all over the country. So I've only had to pay for a hotel four days out of the 3 weeks I was here. We brought a suitcase filled with clothes we bought from outlet malls to give away to the families that host us, and they appreciate it because style here is like 20 years behind, so our bargain bin shit is premium to most people who aren't wealthy. Any Nike's or Jordans you see are knockoffs, regardless of where you go unless you're in a handful of places in Bogota or an actual Nike Factory Store (where everything is twice as expensive as it is in America). Authentic Nike is treated like Versace here. At least from a price tag perspective. Being a sneakerhead from NY, naturally I've been breaking necks left and right with my footwear. It's a completely different world out here. A beautiful place, but as an American or foreigner of any kind, you have to be very careful. There are hustlers everywhere, which comes with the territory. Certain places have extreme poverty. People live very humbly outside of the biggest cities. I've been to the Calima mountain range, Restrepo, Tulua, Buga, Cali, Cartagena, Bogota, Bucalagrande, etc. Seen the tallest mountains and people of all different lifestyles. Been in extreme cold, and extreme heat. The beach you see in the photo is called Playa Blanca. Small, relatively secluded. Interestingly enough, I had to walk past a lake of blood to get there....seriously. Some predatory thing with Alligators I guess. Being a Puertorican who doesn't speak much Spanish is funny, although I can understand most of it so nobody hustles me. There are people selling things everywhere on the beach. Aggressively in most places. Sandals, seashells, tribal masks, candy, soda, beer, jewelry, boat rides, massages, hair braiding. Anything you can imagine. But this only exists on the beach primarily, because they know where tourists are. Buses are also prey for these vendors but nobody ever really made a problem when I wasn't interested. It pays to know Spanish well enough to handle money, because in some places they'll change prices or tell you the currency you're carrying is fake and keep it because you're an American and they expect you not to know better. All that aside, being here has changed my life for the better. I really have come to appreciate traveling to places like this and have a greater love for where I'm from and how privileged I am. To break down the financial stuff....1 American Dollar = 2480 pesos. Which is excellent considering what that can buy. I've had dinner for 4 people with drinks included for 10,000 pesos. That's like 4 or 5 bucks for plates of steak, rice, beans, plantains, potato arepas and salad for everyone. Its not always that way outside of the small towns but in terms of eating you'll be living like a god. Be back soon to explain more. Losing WiFi. :) On average, everything is 25 to 50% as expensive. So you're twice as wealthy....always.

Man edit:

Did have therapy sessions over last month and a half. Save being out that money not much helped. Trying to change my environment, another 'easier said than done' situation as I'm working on selling my house, few cars/stagnant projects and still working on recovering from numerous injuries and other  health issues that I've been downplaying because I know no one wants to hear about that shite(even asked "family" for "help" and heard nothing back but follow up a few days later and X person needs money and Y person needs Z amount of favors, awesome).

There are still a few things that bring me brief moments of happiness and joy, but usually someone wants to come along and fuck that all up for me

i've heard you mention painkillers for your injuries, madv. if they're opiates and you have any dependence i'd ponder that's directly contributing to your depression/outlook. i just speak from experience there. sorry if im wrong and an ass for assuming things.

as far as general malaise goes though i agree with windex on the vacation front. just came back from the beach recently, which felt great even though i'm usually such a foul mooded fucker. just try and convince yourself that you're not one of the ones with treatment resistant depression and find your own treatment. a good exercise/vitamin/diet regimen can do wonders as well. however i need to heed my own advice there.

edit: on a side note this voat website seems pretty kewl.

This is the only baby I'd raise in the near future. Looks glorious. Consider yourself lucky to be in it's presence. Consume that motherfucker the moment you get a chance.

I still don't smoke. :3 Apparently it's made amazing progress overnight (that top picture was almost 2wks ago and it's about my height now), his roommate came home and yelped and was overjoyed and yelling at how full it is. I will never understand it lol.